Ha

That was an awesome waste of time, I loved it!

how many times do I refresh?

I tried 3 different browsers, nothing, I monitored my internet and nothing was coming down, I think you have a problem in your actionscripting in your flash. When you tested the movie did you test with the bandwidth profiler and ect. Maybe a progress bar in the future would help, I suggest you take another look at your code!

Lag

I quit early in the game because of huge lag issues, when the movie slowed down to less than 1FPS. It happened when I shot off a lot of ammo, (when I was absolutly mashing the fire button). other than that it's pretty good.

Instructions?

This game has a harsh learning curve, the instructions arn't that clear, such as when you make referance to the ball, there are two the one as the mouse, and the one you have to click. The instructions need to be laid out better, other than that it is good game with a nice edge to it. I've never seen anything like it, Its a good game.